Today it finally hit me that I'm going home in less than a week. I knew there would be something that would eventually trigger the reality, but I didn't know what it would be. Turns out it was Chris TEXT MESSAGING me to say goodbye. Not only am I beyond frustrated that he couldn't even say goodbye in person, let alone call, but it just made me realize I am really going to miss him. He was like, the "key element" of my year. He was the one who made me mad, who made me laugh, who was the little spark in my life, who kept me on my feet, who kept me questioning and who kept me entertained. And I know it was mutual.
But I just don't get him.
OH and now we're each going away for 4 months, and well, WHATEVER... apparently.
He's supposed to come stay with me in July, buuuut... kdshgigh
